Good morning everyone. I hope you are all doing well. So, I
have had each of my classes for this semester. One of them is semlink, but I
pretty much know the syllabus. Anyway, I really REALLY love all my classes, but
it is going to be a hard semester. I am taking 1) Applied Anthropology for
Missions, 2) Islam, 3) Greek, 4) History of Missions, 5) and Life of Jesus. So
far each of the classes has all ready been so inspiring, and the reading, wow
is incredible. BUT…I have 4 research papers, one for each class. And, I have
3,000 pages of reading for Islam and Applied Anthropology. I haven’t added up
the readings for Life of Jesus, and the History of Missions is not as much. Dr.
Lee is really pretty cool. I wasn’t that impressed when he came last year and
taught Buddhism a few days, but he is pretty tight. I’m not gonna lie. History
of Missions this morning was both academic and informative and convicting as
hell. I think I’m gonna be spending a lot of time in the library this semester.
Five classes! Ahh..and I’m not taking any pass/fail this time. I will save that
for my last semester. Right now I have two main objectives…or maybe three:
1. to
know Christ more deeply and intimately
2. to
discover where He wants me ministering
3. to
work to the best of my ability in school
I am taking a sort of different perspective to school this
year, however. In years past I have freaked out about grades and worked solely
for the good grade. This semester, I’m not really worried. I don’t really care
that much. My focus is more about learning and soaking up what Jesus has
blessed me with. The A is not as important as the growth, and when I
concentrate upon the A, I miss a lot of the learning. I don’t want to waste my
last year of seminary to get a grade so I can pat myself on the back. That is
not where my definition comes. I’m not saying it’s not good to desire good
grades and to work hard, but it became a sin to me. Jesus has been revealing so
much sin in my life recently, it is only natural that I am convicted of this.
Jesus give me the ability to say no when the lies of the enemy threaten me and
my type-A personality pushes me and stresses me to where I neglect what You
want. I want to listen to you Jesus. I want to hear you. Come meet with me.
Recently I have really enjoyed my solitude with the Lord.
The weather has been beautiful here, and I’ve taken much time to just sit
outside and pray and read or go for walks. It is a freeing and beautiful place
to have one’s hope completely in the Lord, not even in what one would want the
Lord to do or bless but just in the Lord. Psalm 30 really reflects my heart and
feelings at the moment. Sometimes are harder than others, and I find myself
pretty sad, but those times are times that I can seek Jesus so purely. I can
stand before him purely and beseech Him, and He comes.
Health Update: I’ve been to the doctor everyday this week.
So far so good. The incision seems to be healing, and the new antibiotics seem
to be working. Today is my last appt until Monday. On Monday they will change
my antibiotics. I pray that God will continue healing my body. I haven’t had
any more new legions, and my eye swelling has decreased a lot. Join me in these
prayers for my health please.
Today I met some new girls on campus who are first years but
around my age. They seem pretty sweet. I am praying for Jesus to send strong
women of dignity into my life. I am praying for a new small group. I am praying
for Jesus’ purposes for me to be revealed to me. I am praying that I may
discern my part in His ministry right now around me.
Bryant may be coming up here for a few weeks. Things are
pretty rough for him right now. Please pray for him. Mama may have someone who
wants to buy her house. She has to figure out where to move to quick though. That
would be fun, to have B here. I hope he cleans up after himself.
Today I need to go to the grocery store. I’ve been putting
it off for a while. Ok, that’s all for now. I will update again later…maybe
from class…J.
Leave some love.
xoxoxo,
meginlea
Lord go before me; lest I fall, Lord fight for me; What care
I if the world despise me? When Lord, it’s your son’s blood that defends me…
When the call of all vain things
Sounds in my ear so sweet
Speak the psalms of misery
To bring me back to thee.
When the dark night of the soul closes in
And I am trapped in utter despair,
And even when I feel so strong
Still remind me Lord that You are there
When I’m weak; when I’m lost
And my sin threatens to overtake.
I cry in agony
Lord you know when I will break.
When I haven’t the strength
To say no just one more time
And I haven’t the faith
To stand up to the demons in my mind
Lord go before me; lest I fall, Lord will you fight for me;
What loss have I if the world despise me? When Lord, it’s your Son’s blood that
defends me.
Turn my eyes to your scars
To your pierced side.
Living water pour forth
Jesus, my God, rise….
And Lord go before me; lest I fall, I know you will fight
for me; What loss have I if the world despise me? When Lord, it is You who
defends me!
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